I am coming and you are gorgeous -
a little drunk,
dressed up in stockings you think you can't pull off,
and a sudden euphoria takes over me-
Exhausted and beautiful, you said more things than I could have ever remembered but I wasn't even listening
I could look into everyone and see what was going on inside them - I looked at you and I didn't know
were you sad because I was going back to Los Angeles
were you sad because you thought I didn't like you
were you sad because they didn't have your favourite pasta.
You were perfect and I was leaving,
you moved like a feather, fragile and powerful
you made my weaknesses, bad thoughts, vanities and hunger
vanish. And that was only the first time I ever saw you.
I thought I made you up inside my head-
This morning's cigarette,
this morning's sweet regret blasts and shudders in me. When did love stop being rebellious?
I drive down the Californian coast,
ashamed of my sentimentality and
possible love.
Tonight I'll read books and remember our night together; how we rolled up the carpet
so we could dance.
I play it in my head like a movie and
you’re the star.
About the Creator
Ella Valentine
A poet and screenwriter based between NYC, LA and London. I'd love to connect with fellow creatives - feel free to reach out to me!
Twitter: @_EllaValentine
Instagram: ella.vn
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