Escape

I want to escape, I want to flee

Wherever that may be, I do not know.

I cannot fathom why I feel this way, the confusion burns inside of me, as if I have been set on fire.

I cannot breathe, I cannot smile, I cannot feel happiness.

I want to be in a garden of roses, while the weather is warm, I want the scent to surround me and lift me on to a fluffy, white cloud.

A cloud which will make me forget.

How Can I forget, when the thoughts constantly surround my head the way smoke surrounds a fire, the way water surrounds land.

I am confused, hurt and upset.

But what do I know? My feelings aren’t valid and nobody cares,

The loneliness which riddles my body is turning me insane.

It’s true, I’m insane in my brain but I need help, I need to help myself before it’s too late and I drown in the problems that I face, the problems that I face make me weep, they make me feel weak but I am not weak, I am strong but even strength won’t save you from your head.