You made me feel special, like no one before
You made me see that changes can happen in terms
You made me feel like you were the missing piece
Then you just ghosted me
You made me feel like all is my fault
Exactly like others, who put their own feelings before or after my own
You made me feel like a burden
That, "I love you", meant nothing at all
Feeling as though my feelings meant nothing at all
You made me feel like a complainer, just another person in your way
You were suppose to be my last love, forever was in place
You were suppose to be the one who completed me
When expressing my feelings and concerns, you just simply said I'm arguing
Now I'm feeling stupid, foolish for trying
You only see yourself as damaged, nothing more
I'm tired of the games, even when you don't see
You are just like the rest, you ghosted me
Emotions are consuming me, I'm lost in my own thoughts
I'll never find someone who fitted the part
No more searching, hope is gone
I'm tired of the playing, there was suppose to be so much more
In your words, "A relationship is more", yet you kicked me to the curb
Taking time to figure things out, no one is perfect but you just didn't care
The past is the past but trauma last a life time, we both know
You never really understood me or had that listening ear
You basically ignored me, then ghosted me when you felt no one was near
Kept me in the dark, expected no reaction
We all have a past but you didn't let me in or even want to get past it
We all have our flaws, mine shown more than I thought
I'm seeing now doubt and commitment are yours
You don't want to work through issues we'll face
Yet you claim you are trying, there is no way
We were suppose to be one, no matter the differences
Your not willing to try, just taking the easy way out
In the short months I guess it wasn't meant to be
Tired of searching, there is no one for me
You can't expect a title when you never said a thing
Saying, "I love you", doesn't mean we are a thing
Just showed a deep connection that you and I were meant to be
You flipped everything around, now I'm foolish for not seeing we never had understanding
End of the road has come, I'm assuming you were never the one
We are quick to jump to conclusions. Quick to make up a scenario before even finding all the right facts. Just take a step back and look at the situation. Love is worth working thorugh all the different issues and situations you may and will face. Since writing this poem I've seen my reactions, I know that in time we can work through all our differences and move forward. Just keep your head up, anything is possible. Love is a powerful thing and holds the heart captured.
About the Creator
MICHELLE SMITH
An inspirational poet. Writing poems to show others that it is okay to show feelings another way. I've tried a couple articles but I've found I'm better at the poetry. Just want to inspire and encourage others through tough times.
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