End Of All Psychotic episodes

I was very unstable whenever I was alone

This was going on for a long time, but no one had known

Not even me, I often don't know my own tone

I would have psychotic episodes and they would get me in trouble

one got me arrested for animal abuse, so the trouble was double

It took a combination of therapy and being supervised 24 hours a day

to put an end to all of my psychotic episodes for good, but I'm ok

I've often did the wrong thing out of anger, I've threatened to kidnap someone's child

I still haven't forgiven myself for that, that was not mild

that someone was very close to me, until I starting action wild

And not in a good way either, I was hoping she would protect me some how

because, I thought someone was out to harm me, but at the time, I couldn't say it too loud

not while I lived alone, it wasn't safe, but she could've never known that I was in fear for my life, but she doesn't have to do anything, because I'm ok now

Out of all the people, I hurt, she is the one who got it the worst

and she kept me safe while she was holding me

I didn't feel safe otherwise, someone had to keep me company

But she needed her personal space, they thought I couldn't handle rejection

but little did they know, I needed 24 hour protection

As of today, I'm a lot more stable

and I can be safe while by mysself, and live life while I am able