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Lost souls and old ways

I see the world in different ways

My hearts cold but I know I'm changed

So how the hell do I feel the same

Same Scott, but new days

I try to run, I scream in sorrow

Agony is killing me

Can't even think about tomorrow

I tear me down, while I'm down

I wish, I could just scream aloud

Lay on the ground and let it out

Knowing everything, including me

-Will be alright

Even when it all seems impossible

But I'll try,

To find the love and carry on

Even when it all seems fake

When all I want to do

-Is find someone that helps me love myself again

Lately I've been looking for,

Someone to show me how to make a friend

Deep down I know it shows

Everything I feel it grows

Amplifies the world I see

Maybe one day I'll believe

All the words that I've been told

That what I seek and what I need

Is all within me

Maybe I'll accept that fact that I didn't choose this life, but the world is what I make it.

I hope one day I can find someone that can live with me. Cuz' I know I struggle to live with myself.