Ash and grey consistently marked my childhood
Cigarettes in my face, cigarette smoke in my hair
Burning eyes from either smoke or crying
Nobody cared and nobody saw
But I grew up seeing the red-hot ash embers lit every day
My life in free-fall
And nobody to catch me
They'd rather catch a falling cigarette than their own child
burnt bread and fruits tasting as ash
This is why I had to move the fruit bowl to my room
So that the cigarette smoke doesn't stain the apples
like the walls stained yellow
dripping, oozing tobacco yellow
like an oozing wound,
burning cigarette burns in the skin
Nobody to care or hear or see
the pain on my skin
And the pain on my heart
Kids ask "why do you look like vampire and smell like smoke?"
Nobody to see, hear, or know
The pain in the walls of the peach house
Which smells like smoke and looks like grey inside
Nobody to see, hear, or know
When a dream dies and a person is destroyed.
About the Creator
Rana
"A non-writing writer is a monster courting insanity." Franz Kafka
Here you will find a lot of random stories as I learn how to write again.
Thanks for visit
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