I guess I’m just tired of worrying about what everyone else thinks
I guess I’m just tired of feeling so empty
Living for everyone else has never been my dream
This empathy kills my self esteem
Not because I’m worried about to whom and what I bring
But because I have no time to worry about my own being
I’m starting to see why people only care about themselves
No one gives a shit about you until they need your help
Focusing on me is something new
I felt
For the first time in years that I could take off the seat belt
Be more free
Ride around being unapologetically me
Show people these sides I’ve never let scream
I have talents I’ve never showed
I have talents even to me are unknown
I want to uncover everything I am but the car crashes and is towed
Before I can even believe I can
This time will be different though
This time there will be less people on the road
The ones that really matter won’t hit me
And the ones who leave my car shattered
Won’t be with me
I guess what I’m saying is goodbye to the ones that easily forget me
I’m going to show you all what you’ve been missing
And if you dare drive in my vicinity
When I’m getting higher than I’ve ever been
Please know the guard rails
Aren’t as sturdy as they seem
and if you start to fall
I’ll do as you did and say
“I didn’t see anything”
*Skkkrrrrtt*
**CRASH**
“Did you hear something?”
*BRROOMMMM*
**FAST**
“Nope, nothing”
About the Creator
Ecarg Nosive
I'm a 27 year old writer from Ohio trying to make my passion, my career. Besides writing I enjoy animals, nature, and concerts.
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