Do Not Disturb

There’s things we never talk about.

Wish we could’ve talked them out.

Instead you told your friend and now you’re fine.

And I’m left alone tip toeing through a minefield.

These thoughts ricocheting throughout my mind still.

Messages I can’t convey, without hurting you today.

I don’t know what to say.

Without hurting you in some way.

All alone, the words are too hard to swallow.

So I drown them with help from a bottle.

I wash away what’s true, by removing all the proof.

Put on do not disturb, lately love only hurts.

Maybe I’m cursed.

Only getting what I deserve.