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Distant Memories

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By CotardDelusionzPublished about a month ago 1 min read

Was it real

Did that really happen to me

Was I was really there

Is that what I really saw

How can I not know

What memories were reality

If it haunts me this much

It must be real right ?

There's no recollection

Of before or after

Only the moment it happened.

I don't want to think

It makes it hard to eat

Hard to breathe

There's no where to go

Give me a drink

Give me something

Anything to sedate me

To make the thoughts and feelings

Less heavy

To make this body comfy

And not so suffocating

Please give me something

To put me at ease

I want to feel it all leaving my body

Like I'm bleeding

Numb me

So

I can pretend I'm at peace

Mental Health

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    Written by CotardDelusionz