every passing day we spend
not saying what needs to be said
leads to further disillusionment
and id like to think ill be okay once the feeling sets
and ive made peace with all the regret
but i spent so much of my time imagining you up
building you up in my head
i have made it nearly impossible
to not get upset
when you dont behave as the version of you i created
twisting nothings into somethings
so fantastical
now it hardly seems conceivable
so here i am
working my way to an end again
filling in all the blanks of your deafening silence
im hoping to be proven wrong for once
because despite my callous defense tactics
id like to hang on to us
like ive said before, this is a terrible placement for my happiness
but thats what you've become
another source of
i know you didnt ask to be
so im sure you can understand what this is doing to me
i wish i hadnt taken you so seriously
when you so relentlessly asked not to be
misplaced efforts, energy waste
time to end the chase
used up all my wishes on daydreams
so if you're going to take off my glasses
because theyre rose pink
please do so quickly
-g.m.t
About the Creator
g.m.t
bare bones,
here are rests the things ive wrote,
to purge, to mend whats broke.
read, or dont. <3
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