Desperate love

I fear opening my heart to you

For I know it will be hard to let you go

All the memories will haunt me

And I'll forever be miserable

That's why I embraced solitude

To distance myself from you

To avoid unnecessary attachment

Coz I know it's not easy to detach

I find it hard to deal with distance

But it's what I need to be safe

To protect my heart from aching

Aching for you

In solitude I feel lost

Coz I cant find you there

But lost is what I need

To find myself again.

All these are signs rotating around desperate love.

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