Depressive without a cause

So here i am sitting

Alone in the dark again

What a perfect fucking metaphor

I'm so tired of this life of boiling hell

I know i have no reason to feel this pain but

of course i can't stop it now

It's nights like this when

i don't want to hear solutions

and my dreams just tease me

with promises of a better tomorrow

that isn't today yet

and patience isn't one of my virtues

What you mean this isn't normal for me?

either i'm damn good at hiding this or

i spend a lot more time than i like to think

Lost in my head

feeling nothing but a strain