Decisions

One Mistake.

One mistake is all it takes, to ruin your

Mind, drains you completely leaving you

Unable to handle the pain, you think to yourself if you have any trust left

In yourself, and others. You believe you did right by apologizing, but you're wrong that apology meant nothing, it was a cover up for what you did and who you hurt in the process, you think did you think you did you do this for your own benefit? Or your own satisfaction, regardlesd you know you did wrong. What do you do now? Try to prove your worth? Your self esteem is low to the ground, you dont care about self worth, you dont care about anything anymore just wanting to hide the pain away and live life with a fake smile, you decide how to live your life not anyone else.

The only one who can run the show is you, the only one who can make decisions for yourself, the only one who can love themselves is you.

Dont hate yourself for decisions or anything of those sorts let this be and letnit sort out on its own, life it full of suprises maybe you need to look from the outside instead of your own mind, it plays games and makes you feel worthless when in fact you are worth a million word and plus some.