Crumble but Get Back Up

I feel like I am going to crumble….

I feel like….

Like…

The life and energy that I once had before

Has been completely stripped away from me…

And now all I am left with is a shattered heart

And a tired body….

I can’t take it anymore…

I JUST CAN’T.

I feel like I have been pushed well passed my limit.

And I feel like

A ticking time bomb

That will just explode.

But I can’t crumble.

I can’t surrender to the circumstance.

I CAN’T.

I have to surrender to peace.

I have to surrender to the fact

That beyond all the chaos going on around me

That there is a peace inside of me

That I must protect.

I have to protect who I truly am.

I am not a weakling

I crumble

But I am rebuilt

I am powerful

I am strong

And I will rise from this…..

I have an unlimited supply of peace on the inside

I can’t let this situation crush me.

I have to believe

That something good is going to come out of this.

I have to stay positive.

I have to just let go of how I think things should be.

And act out who I am.

I must stand up and influence the situation

Instead of letting it influence me.