crazy lady

i started rhyming about a lady who has only drove me crazy and i realized that my words were far from ever going anywhere.

and she will always be where she wants herself to be

and i can choose to lose myself to the desire and the plea

she’ll be on thrones as i’m on knees

and that’s not how it has to be

but

i hate begging for the reasons

WHY

as if there’s enough to make it right

as if you DIDN’T love our time

but you can’t stand JUST being mine

and yes - there is somebody else

she’s like a trap and i’m the mouse

but there is space for more beside her

if i could see the thoughts inside her

maybe then,

I COULD devour them

trap them and deflower them

i’m sure she’s in there somewhere

the one that made somewhere of nowhere.