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I listen as they compare the ward
to a war zone on a bad day
I turn off the radio
I tighten the visor around my head
the 3rd time in an hour
and I count myself lucky
for being here and not there
I close the door of a visit and a swift thought hit the circle of fretful dread never ending In the early hours void of sleep I convince myself it will indeed before I bury it for another day
I count myself lucky as I head to work on the outskirts of a city
passing by a hospital thinking of the people
likely wishing they had my concerns as they fight for their lives
held hostage by an invisible enemy
while soldiers in white fight for their freedom
And I assure myself my truth
is an easier burden to bear
until I hear it’s queried somewhere
I feel the worry creep in
Uncertainty is hard to tolerate no doubt yet committing to theory when it’s inconclusive
worries me a hell of a lot more
I thought
No silver bullet will prevent conspiracy theories behaving like viruses and spreading just as rapidly
On darker days I allow a smile as I imagine gaudy anecdotes and sci-fi anthologies gathering knowledge faster than societal wisdoms
Working alone brings a variety of reveries I suppose
as I gather my protection at a booth of despair
the heavy reign of thought cascading loudly around me
I wish I had the time to delve into reasons of ungrounded conjecture
I’d write philosophic and poetic too-probably
I close the door on the Achilles heel
I tighten the visor around my head
the 3rd time in an hour
and I count myself lucky
for being here and not there
About the Creator
Maureen Fleming
”You really must stay drunk on writing
so reality cannot destroy you”.
-Ray Bradbury
I am a mother. A social care worker, and I love to write about life. I love to read. I love the beach.
Iloveiloveilove 💖
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