drag yourself home.
ignore the weight in your chest, the soft,
slow suffocation of growing grief.
turn on the tv. the radio. put speakers in every
room of the house. pretend sound is life. pretend the voices
are real. make yourself dinner. or pour another bowl of
cereal. no one's watching. shuck
the day from your shoulders. scrub
it from your face. fog the mirror
on purpose. exhaust yourself so sleep comes. know
nothing can make this easier. there is no way to do this wrong.
About the Creator
Dane BH
By day, I'm a cog in the nonprofit machine, and poet. By night, I'm a creature of the internet. My soul is a grumpy cat who'd rather be sleeping.
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Comments (3)
Ouch. This feels so damn heavy.
it's still the quiet before I fall asleep that gets me every time. I walk in her room and see her cancer ridden body lying in the bed that has been empty for seven years. As I stare at the neatly made bedding, I want to scream and cry, "mom why did you have to leave me?"
I like your piece. It carries a forboding sense, an impending... your lines with repetition and terseness, soundscapes...create a barrage of images, without being heavy-handed! I did not like the bold font at first...I thought, "Why?" I immediately refused to "notice" it as I read, an un-needed distraction, ironically. It becomes for me ( just so you know) the embodiment of the "sickness" , as I, the reader, refuse to look at it.