Confused

You know... This really does confuses me... nothing/no one has dug this deep into my heart before... I normally have my guard up and I normally say next after A few days... I don't know what happened to me really... I can't explain how much I luv you... tbh I don't know myself anymore... I never felt this way about anyone... and I never trusted anyone this much... I never got the chance to feel this... and tbh I never got the chance to feel this in my life... and I didn't believe it would exist in my life... you broke me down layer by layer just to build me back up again giving you back such a luv you deserve... I don't know how but you did... So everyday is a great big adventure for me just to luv you another way... If you think that you bore me or that I annoy you... you're wrong... because all of this is my first time experience and I can't wait for the next moment and the next and the next... that's why I luv you so much it kills me I never get this typa luv in my life... what if you never come back... I know it's dumb I know but I really adore and luv you so damn much for allowing me to feel this luv and return it...

Lately my heart been pounding….

somewhere in the back telling me something I always wanted to tell you……

I keep falling in love with you and I keep telling myself how much you make me wanna be so much more…….

You are a mystery for many reasons why I fell for you I wanna hold you all night long and never let you go when I look into your eyes…..

I just can't help but get so lost into you……

My heart has never felt this way……

and the way I see you through my eyes I can't just explain how much you look amazing in my eyes at your worse…….

I accept you or at your best my eyes see how incredibly beautiful you truly look in my eyes…..

When your hair a mess I just wanna run my fingers through your hair hold you so tight in my arms and wake up every moments holding you forever…..

I think of you a lot and smile idk how hard my heart beats….

My love for you follows me close and the way I feel for you will never change from the moment I first saw you I fell in love with you….