The T.V. is on
The coffee is strong
The feel of my yarn
Is helping me go on
This gets me through the day
Helps my soul not cave
Into a broken abyss
See, I'm only ready for this
The comforts of my life
To subdue my crazed mind
They are necessary measures
to keep me at least semi tethered
Tethered to what is real
See, with an illness, it becomes ideal
To sit and knit
To forget
This ordeal
This terrible nightmare
So, leave the T.V. on
And let me witness others being strong
Because my strength is gone
And I don't know
If I'll be here long
Although,
When coffee stops the fog
My mind feels unclogged
And inhibitions dissolve
I become inspired again
And want to live
through my torment
To do the same things all over again.
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Jessica Burby
Poetry is my passion.
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Heartfelt and a little sad. Many blessings and love. Hearted and subscribed.