I'm consumed by the thought of you
this darkness sucks me in
But what do I expect from my heart
I buy my happiness in pills
But I can't buy the colors of life
All I have is blue
Blue feelings, blue thoughts,
I'm full of blue in my empty heart.
Why do I only love you when I miss you?
And I wonder what took you away
This pool of tears I look into
Reflects a rainbow full of grey
Grey soul, grey mind
Grey, like all the colors combined.
When you told me you were scared,
My darling, you should have prepared
For you knew the storm was a coming
Didn't you see the monster I was becoming?
I have turned all red,
Red like a warning, red like the fire
that you helped inspire
But it has burnt me instead.
You sat in the train of time
And left without a goodbye
They say time heals, but it was a lie
It took you away before my very eyes
You were the only light I could see
The only color that made sense
And when I would get tired of reality
I would watch it through your lens.
Yes, I always see the glass half full
Half full of empty and half-empty of full
Please fill me with confusion, fill me with sadness
Please give me your sanity and fill me with madness
Color me colorless with your palette
With colors made of you.