Color of Me
Poetry by Natalie Kaia Christiansen
in my mind
I am the color of a raging storm at sea,
the color of thalassophobia.
a plea for calm on an altar of change
I ask not to be bathed in sun
but to be plunged in pitch black water.
I am the color of lightning, blue fire.
a warrior drowned in the shadows of my predecessor
I make my name
fighting through the chasms of rot
the rut of circling,
circling the spiral of trauma.
I grow my own sunflowers
along the train tracks
where only the breeze will disturb them.
I am the color of clotted blood
bubbling in clogged drains.
find my comfort in the dark of sewers
and evolve my voice by speaking in whispers,
speaking soft to the small bones of rats
with rusted nails pierced through my tongue.
I am pastel gore.
I am who I am from years of pouring
heart into words onto paper.
I am not like them.
I am happiest under the ocean
surrounded by deep sea monsters.
I am happiest covered in the blood of ink
and soul, vulnerable to the world.
I am happiest protecting my sunflowers.
I confront change with a battle cry
and lightning.
I take your hand in mine
and I know every piece of me
is loved.
About the Creator
Natalie Kaia Christiansen
Natalie Kaia Christiansen is an aspiring young author specializing in fiction and poetry, and a horror lover, incorporating the genre into the majority of her work. She has previously been published by Night Picnic Press and Sonder Midwest.
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