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Slit the skin with a slight slide of stainless steel

There's no one

On either side

To see my cry

So much of what I thought I saw

Was all a lie

Feel the upheaval

Suicidal

Feining for something lethal

Why does peace feel so unobtainable

Intake till you can't feel

Anything to sedate this hate

Can't help but think it's too late

I've accepted my fate

I'm collapsing

Relapsing back into my reality

Once held up by nothing but lies

Being crushed by my own body weight

Cause I’m so brittle

My world becomes so little

I live in a bubble

Nothing exists beyond my own reach

My heart feels deep in grief

My eyes sink back into me

Sending me into a sea I don't wanna be

I'm getting so sick

Everything is bleak

My tears are immediately washed away by

the waves

I'm fading away