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Having a brain that
Can one day conquer the world
And the next barely read
Makes me feel like ripping out every hair on my head
Bit by bit
To punish it for its malfunction
The headaches hit and it seems as if
This is happening anyway
I mean, I still have my hair
But the brain is gone
Hidden so deep in the foggy wilderness of nothing
That I’m not sure I will ever get it back
And then it shows up
“Good as new”
And works for a bit
Showing me what it’s capable of
Reminding me of what my baseline “should” be
Then trouncing off into the wilderness again
Leaving me lost and alone
Unable to do basic things
When just the day before I could do all the things
I had to learn patience
And gentleness
With myself
Because my brain
It’s doing its best
In there
No matter how thick the fog
And the days when its voice is so far away that I’m alone
I will sit
And persist until its re-arrival
With the realization
That I will always be two sides of this coin
And must come to grips
With the reality that each day
That coin might flip
About the Creator
Karen LaRue
I am Karen LaRue (She/Her) a North Carolina writer of poetry and witchy things of most sorts. I belive life is full of wonder and we don't always stop to see it. Taking the time to look and listen makes life worth living!
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