Choose to Love You

What am I doing now, do I even know anymore?

I feel like everything that happened has shaken me to my core.

Losing everything and now I’m left with only lonely days.

I’ve been stripped away from everything that has ever felt okay.

So, what am I to do now when it seems love has replaced?

With a strange kind of look-alike that now sits in old space.

Hanging on to what I know and what I want to see.

Scared that something meant nothing, it truly was to be.

Why must it be that I choose between love and need?

I stumble and I fall searching for truth without a lead.

I fight for the right thing but the love I’m trying to find?

Lies within an answer that doesn’t fit the rhyme.

So, is the answer something that just won’t ever fit?

When there isn’t a choice, I guess that will just be it?

But what if there is nothing left for that you need to choose?

I guess the choice is easy when you have nothing to lose.

When you are left with nothing, no matter what the choice.

Both decided to hurt and shatter the girl without a voice.

So, if you are alone and feel stuck without a clue.

Remember, the past is gone and now there is nothing left but you.