I feel sadness.
Like a best friend of mine who I have not seen in a while, yet is always there for me.
I know she is there for me at all times.
A shoulder to cry on, or is it the weight of her cries on my shoulder..
She is always accompanied by pain.
They have birthed joy by my gifted turmoil.
I run to the open arms of lonliness and welcomed by the embrace of enveloping darkness.
A security I longed to never surrender.
Abandon I am and the pain it remains; the aquaintances of pity and shame.
I sag the shoulders of defeat as regret invites me into the downward slope of self-loath
While guilt reminds me of the hatred I tried to forget within myself.
Inside this dark place, I find a little girl. She has seen fright, terror, gore, and much more.
Lost is a word to describe the look of eyes that gaze around as if a century of time has passed but her broken soul can no longer interpret.
Deciphering simple logic seems a foreign concept since it was never taught with conception.
And we grow together; broken but as one.
Broken shards and wholeness stains; the reminder of perserverance to those with unseen scars.
I do not live in a glass house
Because the rocks have already been thrown and turned to mountainous boulders.
And I have never lived in such a foundated home from dawn to day break.
Birth to theraputic receptions,
I give thanks to the efforts of glass and glue
The walls began to conform a unity
Now, all I see is stone.
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About the Creator
angela descalzo
I kept a journal ever since I was a child, often writing poetry, trying to express expression in a way that could be percieved and acknowledged when it is most misunderstood. To show my truth and maybe relate to others with buried truths.
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