Chaotic

Pss. Thank you for asking if I am ok.

I know you actually have concern for me.

I am ok.

Still have the memories running freely,

throughout my mind.

But now they are farther away.

Struggling because when we first met,

it was magical for me and

something I had never experienced.

I wasn’t the best custodian of this gift.

Played my part,

But towards the end

no matter how hard I tried

it wasn’t enough.

It was tearing me apart.

Couldn’t even be friends.

So I left because I could no longer suffer the blows.

Caught in between,

Reality and fantasy,

One can find tranquility and

Complete chaos.