Change!

As I listen to the music,

Writing a letter to someone,

Telling myself "Is this bitch worth?"

Stuck in endless thoughts,

Forever in a bottomless pit.

Getting up as I go.

Change! Is what I fucking want!

Change! Of You, My Love!

Treading lightly in the long road,

Sun softly touching my face,

I close my eyes and hear:

"You traumatised me, monster"

Tears leave my eyes,

Self torment is endless.

Change! For You and only You!

Change! We shall be one!

It was a dark snowy night,

I see her in the distance,

Rushing and shouting:

"Love, is there still a chance?"

And in that moment I was stopped,

A knife pierced through my heart.

Change. I thought it was pure.

Change. Now it's someone else...