chained

I tell myself that I will unchain myself from my bed tomorrow and then tomorrow comes and I am still here

I have got so comfortable in my own presence that it has now come to being scared to go out and see other people

i have found comfort in being alone

i only need the company of the thoughts that go through my head

and somehow that has become enough for me

I’ve become obsessed with peace and loneliness

i have been let down by too many people that I can’t Face anyone anymore

I wrap myself in chains against my bed and lost the key a very long time ago