Ceaseless Thoughts

I wish that my attempt hadn't failed,

No I don't that ship has sailed.

Maybe I would be good if I went to college,

Too bad your poor and can't get that knowledge.

I miss my brother every day,

Too bad you didn't know what to say.

I wish I could be my true self,

Those feelings belong on the shelf.

I would love to have a squish,

That's too much for you to wish.

I wish I felt like a whole human,

You're too scared to be a man.

I wish crying made me feel better,

Those feelings you should sever.