BURDENED

I'm trapped

I can't escape this dread

I grab at my head

Pulling at the web

Unable to escape

I'm ready to be fed

I have no more strength

I've been on the brink

Of death

For too long

I'm ready

Send me to the dead

I'm ready

For my last breath

The thought of continuing

Is too excruciating

I'm tired

Of feeling my heart

Twisting and turning

The pulling in my chest

Its too much hurting

Its too lonely

No one wants me

There's no one

There's nothing

Willing to warm me

I'm so cold

I can't stop shivering

They look at me like I'm crazy

I wish they would just kill me

Put an end to me

I don't want to keep seeing your hate

I can't carry the weight of

Knowing I will always feel this way

I can't wait

To disintegrate

And fade away

Far away

From this place

Of pain and hate.