Budgeting

I can not take it any longer;

my head is worn out,

my heart hurts, and

I am sick of budgeting.

The spreadsheets, the figures,

and the never-ending math

is all too much for me,

and I need to change course.

I make an effort to plan ahead

and save money, yet

it feels like I am stuck in quicksand.

I feel like I have nothing to show

for it while the bills

and expenses keep piling up.

The objective of this grind

is to create a brighter future

and put my anxieties behind me,

I tell myself.

It is not enjoyable or easy,

but with perseverance and

determination,

I can finish it.

I then take a big breath and restart,

this time with greater zeal

and renewed resolve.

To manage my money well,

to live within my means,

to accomplish my objectives,

and to realize my aspirations.

Even though it can be difficult

and exhausting,

I have faith that it will be

sufficient in the end.

to live a rich,

authentic life

and to be joyful in whatever I do.

Thanks for reading.