The pale moon swells and I stare into its unfeeling grey glow
Brother I know it plagues you so
Brother I know the sun shines light on all that denies you
I’ve seen you hide away and give up and everyday it tears at my very soul
So beaten and bruised and lacerations that lay you bare
Open and bleeding staring up at the ceiling looking up at its popcorned texture
for reasons to heal or reasons to care
I know you aren’t here near me
But I hear your tears as they fall to the floor below
And I know …
I know brother…
what hurts you within
How Its plagued over and over again
The same sorrow I feel is not too dissimilar to yours
The same sorrow of longing
A longing for home
Sometimes I imagine it but none of our loved ones are there
And somehow In the silence we both sit a we stare
At a old technicolor television tube
My arm over your shoulder just watching cartoons
No screaming or fighting no denial of you
We finally find our home under the pale senseless moon
Til we meet again you’ll always be my best friend
Even when you burnt all your bridges
And dug your deepest hole
And laid down to die in it
Because in its deep and dark labyrinth
You’ve forgotten which way to go….
I promise I’ll find you in life or in death
I’m sorry you feel denied as I do and it’s shortened your breath
It’s forked your tongue and rip your cerebellum into
Just as it has for me it’s has in many ways worse for you
But I know you can find redemption I can find it too
We both can find happiness and escape this hell
we were born non consensually into
Because I remember the day
When we dreamed and we laughed and I tucked you in bed just after a bath
And read a story “ my big brother and me”
The last time I remember seeing you peacefully sleep.
About the Creator
Jesse G.
I come here to write
When I Find that I am broken
Words while they rhyme
Are better left unspoken
I’ve held them within
And they rip me open
Spill out on the page
My rage my sadness
My truth in poems
Let’s read them together
Together broken
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