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Beyond Me

Skin Deep

By Kelli Sheckler-AmsdenPublished 2 years ago • Updated 2 years ago • 1 min read
Top Story - September 2024

And the music plays on

My thoughts give no release

One after the other

Claiming small parts of me

Watching the clouds

Reading the signs

Storm clouds are brewing

I’m running out of time

Out of patience and money

No other options arise

Pulling out all the stops

Fueling the fire in my eyes

Until the beat can take over

Calming the beast here inside

Ripping and clawing

Tearing flesh from my hide

It's all written down

displayed on my skin

Some forsaken clown

With a painted-on grin

Each day, like the next

Changing adverbs for nouns

Scribbled there on my neck

Subtly whittled down

Until my independence

Has become cookie cutter

Never need to finish a sentence

Because they prefer dumber

They don't want me to think

It only adds to the clutter

Pour me something to drink

So, I will never discover

That I am just like the rest

Exactly like every other

That had something to say

That just might challenge the drummer

Opinions get in the way

When you don't follow form

So, they keep me sedated

A soft, pliable worm

Easy to control

They just adjust the rhythm

A fish in their bowl

That just keeps on swimming

If I ever have doubt

Or feel that I am sinking

I simply pull my mirror out

And read what I should be thinking

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Kelli Sheckler-Amsden

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    Written by Kelli Sheckler-Amsden