As my hands skim along my stretch stained thighs,
I see no glimpse of the girl who was
In that little leotard with sparkling hazel eyes.
I feel my breath panting, heart pounding, mind pressing,
Mortified and helpless in that red leather booth,
My sticky bones cannot “just toss on the dressing”.
The elder woman with the sage flowery cardigan eats alone,
Grinning from ear to ear with delight
Someone who is comfortable in their skin and has grown
From the messy cyclone that is the past.
The past.
My past.
Moving on from my past.
Her past.
I picture what she was like at my age
Full of hope and happiness,
A teenager who fought for rights with rage.
Maybe she was like me, who got
Down on her withered knee
To tie their sneakers with bright yellow spots,
Filling the streets and spreading love
Trying to find a better day
But reminded of the powers above.
The powers above.
Whatever that means.
But thinking of her helps me reminisce in a positive light,
Of the past that I shake out of my head,
Pulling me into that bliss of the pink tutu and tights.
If I am worrying about my beautiful red scars
Or what others will think of me after they know
I will miss the illuminating colors of the rainbow and bright shining stars.
About the Creator
KB
A snippet of life. Some real, some not. Thanks for reading!
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