Back Again
Knowing better doesn't stop the urge to fall again
I shouldn’t be used to
distracted gazes and flat tones,
to forced smiles, unsure fidgeting.
Being surrounded by people
yet still be alone.
Feeling it deep in my bones…
but that shouldn’t be
like coming home.
.
None should know loneliness
like a toxic lover
you just can’t seem shake
.
so why do I?
.
I know better, I do.
The all too familiar feeling
creeps its way under my skin,
poisoning bloodlines, whispering
to the shadows of the mind.
.
Lies. All of it.
.
They aren’t true yet every fiber
of my being craves to believe them
because disappointment is constant,
unlike its positive parallel.
What was it again?
Reassurance?
Happiness?
Always fickle
forever changing…
.
I’m tired of playing this game.
The urge to crawl
into the icy tendrils
of loneliness grows
each day, more comforting
as time continues to tick away
or is that my will to live
to breathe
to exist?
About the Creator
A. Nguyen
A writer at heart who wants to share my works. I want to evoke emotion in people when they read my writing but I won't ever know if I can, if I don't put anything out into the world so this is my first step :)
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