Autumn’s Cold Touch

Autumn came around again this year... I see everyone around me snuggling w/ their Queens staying & keeping them warm while I’m stuck out in the cold.

A 26 year old bruised and battered soul, with a shattered heart full of Gold, longing for another’s Genuine energy that I can reach out and hold.

I’ve got all this love stored up... “Why can’t I have that?”

Women of my past wanted me change to fix their broken-heart & hurt feelings but couldn’t shape shift to fit the mold. The past souls just built up jealousy, rage, insecurities animosity, never gave me the reciprocity and their love wasn’t unconditional so the relationships rusted & grew old. Seemed like no matter what I did I couldn’t keep these succubus off of me. Gave all I had and it always went unnoticed, under appreciated I gave up on love, it’s hopeless. Maybe there’s no woman for me in this hell called life, God is just going to be my Focus... The original creator that loves on me regardless, the king of all kings, that’s my spiritual harness, my faith & life anchor, forever holds it down no matter of my behaviors. Only one that can fix this broken-hearted soul is my one and only Savior.