Today is Veterans Day,
also known as Armistice Day.
The "eleventh hour
of the eleventh day
of the eleventh month"
is when the
cessation of hostilities
on the Western Front
of World War one took effect.
I love that phrase,
"the cessation of hostilities."
Today is sort of a personal
Armistice Day for me.
November, 11th 1997, at 11 a.m.,
I had my very first appointment
with a counselor
and start the long road
to healing from
childhood sexual abuse.
I had waged war against myself,
for years, trying to keep it a secret.
I wore masks to hide
the "real" me, whom I loathed.
I built walls of isolation
and pushed people away
out of fear of being hurt again.
I even attacked my own skin
with razor blades
to try and cope
with the burden
of that secret,
of my shame.
Today is the anniversary
of when I committed
to end that war
and surrender myself
and my secrets.
Today, I celebrate
the "cessation of hostilities"
in my heart.
I share these thoughts
out of joyful gratitude,
and, also, because
I know there are many
women and men
still fighting this war
of secret shame.
I want them to know
they are not alone
and peace is possible.
About the Creator
D'Shan Berry
I love words. I love art. I love Jesus.
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