Are You Aware I Love You

Are you aware of how much I honestly loved you

Did you ever realise how much I truly cared,

Would you believe that I still remember vividly

All the glorious love and happiness we shared?

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We had so much fun on those summer days

Then day turned to night, darkness took its place,

We’d say goodnight and leave each other’s arms

But I still had the happy memories of your face.

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Sadly though, this has no happily ever after

Not a fairytale, for it didn’t all come true,

I still fight, on a daily basis, to stem my tears

From the hurt and pain I received from you.

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There are times I dream that you came back

And I’d picture that it was in your arms I lay,

But I had to say goodbye to the innocence I had

As it was destroyed with you that fateful day.

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There were nights where we made love

And the love and happiness was real,

My heart was almost bursting at the seams

My emotions and joy all that I could feel.

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But then you proceeded to break my heart

And I could only beg you to be more kind,

As your words completely shattered me

Destroying both my heart and my mind.

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As much as I try not to think of you, I still do

And I notice my thoughts and emotions turn black,

On these days I sometimes get my hopes up

And I dream and pray you will come back.

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