Apologizes

I apologized to you the other day. I really didn't have much else to say. You cared for me; I would dare say. It wasn't the way that I would have thought it to be displayed but either way. You cared for me in your best way. The toxicity got in my way. It made it hard to digest the friendship and that's how we got here today. You were broken, dare I say shattered. You started walking with me tattered. I was gain for love.

My apologizes as we continued to walk it seemed as if the narrative had changed. I was more gain for love, but I think you was searching for lust. In hopes that I would offer my body. That's where the story ends. Will we count this as a lost or a win. My apologizes, I made my claim from the very beginning I was gain for love. I'm not sure if that was your desire. Our first conversation we knew our lines didn't cross, we ran parallel and still ran it like a boss. All of sudden it felt like a coin toss. Our friendship was upside down. You were walking around with a frown. You wouldn't speak to me. It wasted time trying to make you see what I see. Make you experience your what I experience. Never really giving a thought that what you may have experience before me and somehow, I could be triggering your psyche. Taking a bad trip down memory lane, I know it sounds insane but if I did it, I'm sorry.

I seen you today and your face was lifted. I would seem that my apologize was gifted. You could tell that you welcomed me. I do believe that we are back on the friend beat and that's cool with me. Let's keep it in that zone and regardless of what may come we will never be alone.

I've learned from this never delay the apologize, there is strength in my sorry.