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Anxious Plans

by Leliel - Authentikei 2 months ago in surreal poetry · updated 2 months ago

A poem inspired by anxiety.

Anxious Plans
Photo by Gioele Fazzeri on Unsplash

Lost to ambiguity,

I’m nothing.

Obstacles with no substance

nor logic conquer all.

Circumstances are conspiracies.

My anger’s self-righteousness

must win the war.

All in life plans to witness

my reactivity and self-destruction

because, of course,

the world revolves around my demise;

saying otherwise is a risky lie.

Lost to ambiguity,

I’m a loser

blaming others

in the midst of the evidence

revealing that my past

isn’t synonymous with my future,

but relative to present pain.

I’m a hair trigger without a cause

accusing whoever fits my narrative

because, of course,

the world revolves around the demise

of my beautiful, creative mind

sewing fiction with pain

time after time.

surreal poetry

Leliel - Authentikei

Leliel, mystic and creative spirit, loves to write about metaphysics, the occult, and literature, especially horror.

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