An Honest Letter

I want you to know that the only reason

I'm saying there is nothing to talk about

Is because I'm beyond over feeling hurt and angry all the time,

It's getting so old.

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And honestly I feel like it would be a dead end conversation anyways

That will only create more problems.

My anger stems from me loving you so much,

And because you have done some things

That made me feel really unimportant

And It's made me question

How much I actually mean to you.

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Your words and your actions are in two different places

Taking up two different spaces.

So I feel I am justified in being worried and upset,

But maybe this is just a selfish part of me

That I need to work on,

Who knows.

There are always two sides to a story, right.

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You used to text me goodnight every night before bed,

And a You're so amazing,

And I love you

In the morning.

What changed?

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Really, I just wanted to feel like I was still a part of your world,

Now I just feel like we ended up in different galaxies.

Devising a way to bring you home.