Am I Where I Want To Be?
A poem about when my eyes were open to the truth of my relationship.
That's the question that bounces through my head, ringing
Blaring
Everything feels mottled and distorted
some warped version of what is
what was
and what will be
I don't know what is right
But I know what is wrong
And I am
in a wrong
Place
Time
Circumstance
Am I learning a lesson
I ignored
I'm torn
To shreds
Dread sinking into my pores
How could I
How could you
What are we
Was I just a
Tick of a box
No thoughts of tying a knot
Yet entangled together
A game, a scam
A Neverending circle
Of love
Of hate
Always coming back for more
Not knowing what's in store
But I stay
I pray
That we'll find
A way
To fix this
Fix us
End this
our game
Pushed and pulled
Can we mold ourselves into something more
Or will the cracks
Leave us
In pieces
About the Creator
Amory Nyx
Creating fictional worlds and revealing quiet truths through my stories, poetry, and essays.
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