Alone

Sometimes I would like to turn away,

Disappear without them noticing,

To be able to say, you'll get a good night's rest.

I've been on a roller coaster lately,

Up and down my emotions,

I can pretend, say "I'm fine".

I want to scream and feel like I love,

I want to sink demons who know how to swim,

I want to know how to live my life,

Sometimes I get stressed out, I admit it,

I get obsessed and then I give up,

Parents this doesn't mean depression,

I just want to be okay with myself.

I can be alone,

A moment alone,

I can be alone,

A rest in these four walls alone

I'm sorry if I ask too many times,

I'm sorry if I stress more than I should,

And I'm sorry if I say I'm sorry too much.

I can be talking to myself out of nowhere,

People look at me and say "how weird",

These are conversations from another reality.

I'm not hiding anything, I just want to be alone.