Abandoned Nature

Woke up to the bird chirping

It is 3 a.m. the sun start to rise

as I rub my eyes.

A chill rub my body

I notice I am in the forest

Oh no

I am in the forest

"How did I get here?"

Speaking to myself.

Got off the ground as fast as I could

Started to panic

after hearing the stampede echo

through the woods

Is that a horse?

Is that a wolf?

I ran

Ran without the location pinpoint.

Got to this big strong rooted tree

Dwindling there

Tears roll,

Tree wrapped its branch around me

I cry in that moment

Realizing

I am abandoned

By the people I thought love me.

Left me with no guides in life.

A path is so lonely.

Filling the winds sounds

Animals chattering away

Thier survival!

Vs

Mine Survival?

I thrive connection with people.

I forgot how to reconnect with nature.

Yet, I go insane in here all alone.

I am dying day by day.

Abandonment is not my strong suite.

I am craving for love

Yearning for stabilities

fond of needing a family

Something that will always lingers

so I can come home anytime.

But the lines appear sever.

Abandoned in the nature

Will you teach me ways to feel alive again?