Laying in my bed, motionless
Is there nothing left to keep me asleep?
No there wasn't, I was just stuck in a trace and hope for the best.
But it's hard to say what went so wrong
because even now this is failing me in the end.
It's like the walls are finally caving in
But this time they will bend and break and finally fill the release I need
All the past trauma I used to believe
Breathing in takes way too long, and this weakness just keeps going on.
Breathing out, I feel the doubt
I had you in my grip but I already let you slip.
My identity used to fill this room alone
It used to bring the best out of me, now it's bringing out the worst in me.
It's killing every hero I look up to
Setting every demon free and they are all ready to kill me
I think I'm finally giving in because of this
To become a sin, a villain, something bad and cold
It doesn't matter where I look
I'm always gone in picture or paintings
Poses and different clothes I used to wear
Because I know when I look in the mirror
You're not me, you're not with me, I know now I'll never win.
You're here but I'm lost
It's better though when I'm empty but I let you in tearing every part of me.
You made the mistakes, and your apart of me
I want to break you open, trade places, and make you face all of this
Feel what I feel
Yet
There is no peace for wicked people like me
Unless I finally grip you again but only to stop breathing.
But I need you in my life, cause you're the only one who isn't leaving
About the Creator
KuroHoshi
A Poet, An Artist, and the person who tries to become a living star
I write the about the creatures from underneath my mind
Some are happy, others are truthful, but I'll let you decide what's their fate
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