A Letter to my Wild Child

Part 1 : A Hurtful Act

My Dearest Darling,

You should know me well enough by now to realize,

I have no tolerance for two types of acquaintances.

I CANNOT STAND-ARROGRANT ASSHOLES

AND IGNORANT DUMB ASSES.

Arrogance, Ignorance, and Indifference -

Profound Character Flaws of those lacking good judgment and good common sense.

They do not lack in intelligence, they just care not of consequence,

they harbor a stubbornness to dismiss without thoughtful consciousness.

Daughter you have wronged me again,

filling me full with frustration and pain

helpless to help you, my thoughts dwell to obsession

I need a number that will either stop this or lead to more questions

Don't want harm coming to you , never want you hurt,

I would stop pushing if I could be heard and assured

What I don't want is to piss you off

with a pointless demand, I want you to understand

It is my job to protect you, to think about the very worst.

Because a world without you is one in which I could not exist

and I know a world without me will be one you will regret.

I see you so little these days, I just need to know you are always safe

I need to know that you are just a phone call away

and before we hang up, there won't be anymore to say

except I love you no matter what's been asked or said

that's the very least I accept and expect-which leads me to this:

DO GOOD CHILDREN HANG UP ON MOTHERS THEY LOVE?

If I'm still a great mom, do I say nothing at all of this rude kind of share?

Blame it on your youthful immortality or you being too stoned to care?

I feel like I'm the one to blame for these bad manners

I couldn't be there for your growing up and when it really mattered

but this biproduct of an obvious unsupervised childhood

has provided you a tool that is just mean and offensive to most

And when you cut me off and cut me with it

I just feel more hopeless and responsible for it

Such an unkind and lazy bad habit

Stop hanging up as an answer God dammit

I may have raised you long duistance

but I know this

you are way smarter and you can find a different way to react

one that is with compassion and tact

one you can be proud of because you are way better than that.

.....continued part 2