A Different Type Of Love

Is there something wrong with her

Yes says your brain

Skipping scenes, that would delight other people

That awkwardness of skipping pages

Because of something to intermit, for a girl how gets nervous

Your brain exploding with unanswered questions

You are normal

You are special

Is it really better to be ether

If people will just ignore your, boundaries ether way

She told you that I am not into interested

You said okay, you respected her

But then you try to kiss her

She backway you know, she uncontrol

But she takes it as you kiss her check

Your friends praise you for making a quiet girl uncountable

The compassionate girl think you just forgot

She tells you again that she not into, intimate settings

You say I promise I will respect that

But...

Then again this kind girl lets you

Play with her as if she is a creature to be tricked

As the conversion wavers, as the talk gets worse

She told herself that, she would be fine stay

Listen to your music blare in your ears

But what happens when the thing helping you

Hold onto that silver-lined string get's cut

Unwanted talk seeps into her ears and slips into your memory.

You lie and walk away

She should not have to scream I AM ACE

she should not have to show off her colors of

black like her painted nails

Grey like the unfound anxiety twisting up in her

Like a coiled snake

White as her dirty dress from trying to move farther away to from the talk.

Purple as the sky that she loves in the night time