7th level of heaven

Through her castle windows

She gazes at the stars

Tears threatening to spill over the edge of her lower lids

But once again she swallows it back

Annoyed that it still hurts, when she should be numb by now

Some people say it's a sign it's authentic

But if it's true she wonder

What lesson is supposed to come from

This slow beating burning pain in her heart.

Of unreturned sentiments

She tries to drown it out

To fixate it on a different human being

But it keeps Turing back to the same person.

Scared to fall asleep cause her dreams take

Her to the 7th level of heaven but waking into

Let's her crash down to earth at a speed that could kill but since it's only her soul and heart falling there's only slow bleeding cuts and bruises on the inside of her mind.

Somedays she wants to run for the hills

Leave it all behind her

Cause this burning pain that's always in her chest is to much but she knows that it won't help the flame will just burn more cause the fuel is also the cure.