3 am train ride

I just want to sit

and write

That's it

just myself

lost in the train of thoughts

I ride alone at 3 am

please let me

drown myself in the words

of my mind

before I fall deep

into my subconscious

and never return

- I HATE IT HERE

I was never diagnosed with anything as a child, however I am learning more about myself. Communicating with people has always been extremely difficult for me, despite what most peers of mine would assume. I wrote this poem during a moment of feeling overwhelmed. I felt consumed by the world around me. All I wanted to do was write, but truly the deeper feelings were not being able to express how, in my past, people have felt upset over my writing, or maybe they were discouraging. I wasn't understanding at all until I stepped back and understood the root of my emotions. This is why writing has helped me so much lately on my journey of healing and understanding myself.

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