2 weeks

2 weeks doesn’t seem like a very long time

But it is

2 weeks ago we had our fight

2 weeks ago I lost it all

In 2 weeks I lost my family

In 2 weeks I learned you didn’t chose me

2 weeks ago we set a date to be married

2 weeks later, you wanna be friends ?

In 2 weeks you decided to up and start a new life and not even tell me

Wondering what will happen in another 2 weeks ?

Are you gonna be with somebody else ?

What about me ?

Will you forget me in another 2 weeks ?

Will you forget that’s my child ?

What about my last 2 weeks ?

In 2 weeks I’ve lost myself

In 2 weeks I’ve cried so much out of anger cause of this

In 2 weeks I’ve begged for you to return

In 2 weeks I’ve questioned why I’m not good enough

In 2 weeks I’ve felt the lowest and most hopeless I ever had

In 2 weeks I couldn’t even speak to you

In 2 weeks I’ve had to find a multitude of ways to speak to you just to be ignored

In 2 weeks I was told you were “tired of me” and belittled as a man

In 2 weeks I learned how much I actually love you

In 2 weeks I am completely broken down to the core as a man

And yet all I want is you to be happy

I hate these 2 weeks

I can’t do another 2 weeks.

Not like this.